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October 11th, 2005

01:48 pm - so long yea its definitely been a long time since i last posted anything...well here i am posting stuff...but im in college now...which kinda even surprises me cause i thought i never would be able to even handle another year of school let alone another 4...but i mean here i go onward in my quest for a college education...haha....ummm...what else...oh my cousins from cali are coming so it will be awesome...and i guess thats it....here's my myspace... www.myspace.com/nellajizzle ...check it out...haha...add me as ur friend :p ummm...alrighty then...check u later!!!!(if u can tell me what movie that was from...then u rock!) <3 daniela Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: "Saints"-Augustana

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January 20th, 2005

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August 11th, 2004

11:56 am heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....im bored and waiting for meghan fay to come over and order chinese food....and maybe steph will come over loser...i am such a loser Current Mood: calm Current Music: love is a battlefield-pat benatar

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August 7th, 2004

12:41 am - I'MMMMMMMMMMM BACKKKKKKKKK HEY GUYS!!!...i got back yesterday and i am sooo excited...i had an awesome time and i wish i could go back....so yesterday was alright...i got home around 3:30ish and my cousin came to pick us up at 4 from the airport and we had to sit in a long ass traffic jam for at least 3 hours...i got home and ran upstaris to my room......and turned on my comp and said hey to like everyone.....i miss my cousins alot :( i cried when i left them and i cried last night cause i wasnt with them....i miss them...they are like my brothers!!! well ima sign out now cause i got to unpack and stuff!!!! Current Mood: content Current Music: family matters

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June 18th, 2004

09:48 am - I'M OFF ALRIGHTY THEN...GOOD BYE TO ALL....I SHALL SEE U ALL WHEN I RETURN..THAT IS IF I DECIDE TO..IF NOT...GOOD LUCK AND I HOPE U PROGRESS INTO WONDERFUL PEOPLE....<3 TO U ALL...BE SAFE AND BE TRUE!! good-bye Current Mood: anxious Current Music: you're so last summer- taking back sunday

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June 17th, 2004

04:48 pm - SO HAPPIE!!!!!! well so yea...i am all happy cause tonight is my last night in the united states.....i am sooooo happie.....yay!!!....okie well i am going to go.....i will miss u all....<3 Current Mood: happy Current Music: GENERAL HOSPITAL

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June 13th, 2004

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June 12th, 2004

10:23 am - one week so yesterday i got out of school at around 10:30ish...went to my house with robin and jackie and like half an hour later....leah came and picked us up and we went to IHOP...after that we went to daddy's job...it was fun...and then we went to go drop off jackie and we decided to go take a walk at a park...and some freaky shit happened there....but other than that...it was fun then we got to robin's house....and i think robin got mad at me cause i had made plans with doma...so i left..went to my aunt's house...chilled met up with doma...and then went to the demarest carnival...went on some rides...ate some food...chilled...and hung out with paul....found out that he and this chick danny are dating...which is good...i'm glad for him...i really am...i told him someone would end up liking him....so and then later on me and doma came home and went to the dumont carnival...on the way there i saw Clem...and he was like staring me down...he scares the shit out of me!!!!...and then we got to the carnival and it was closed...so we just walked around dumont...came home...watched an hour of Degrassi and then passed out around 1 in the morning...it was fun...so yea now i am just waiting for friday to come...so i can leave and be free!! Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: one thing-finger eleven

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June 10th, 2004

08:15 pm so i leave in 8 days and i am sooooooooooooooo excited...besides the whole fact that i will have to see oscar and it will be a little awkward....but at the same time...i just want to leave this place...and probably never come back...i mean mostly my friends at dumont are leaving for college and i wont have anyone except....robin and dannie....and that ain't enough...i want zane and ray and jimmy and lefty and lindsay and maria and like all of my friends...they have been kick ass...and i will miss them and i just dont know what to do nemore...i guess its kinda fucked up...and i guess....its all messed up and my head is like a fucking easel...all this paint is flying around and i can't do anythign to stop it....i am like all depressed and i shouldn't be cause i am going to costa rica....FUCKING COSTA RICA...WHERE THE FUN DOESN'T STOP....but why am i like this......ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......well anyway...tomorrow is my last day at schoola nd i guess that is a good rthign but then we got back to square one...all those good people that i will miss...all those good friends...so i guess it will be better for you all to just kill me now!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Current Mood: depressed Current Music: THE MTV MOVIE AWARDS

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June 8th, 2004

05:49 pm stole it from doma: A - Age:16 B - Band:Brand New C - Choice Of Meat:ewwwwwwww D - Dream Date:being given a locket with a key that he has over a candlelight dinner E - Excites You: costa rica F - Favorite Food: arroz y frijoles G - Greatest Gift: my life H - Happiest Day Of Your Life: the day I knew I was going to costa rica the first time I - Internal Conflicts:that I am a bad friend/ person J - Jealous: depends K - Kool Aid: grape L - Love: depends M - Most Valuable Thing You Own: letters from friends/ pictures N - Name: Daniela, nella or daniel O - Outfit: pants and shirt P - Pizza Topping: sausage Q - Question I Want To Ask: will you miss me when I am gone? R - Roots: costa rican S - Sport To Watch: soccer T - TV Show: One tree Hill, Summerland and Gillmore Girls! V - View: ocean during sunset out of the window W - Weather: hotttttt Y - Yesterday's Best Meal: rice and beans with a friend egg and sour cream Z - Zodiac sign: Libra Last Cigarette: almost a year and a half ago Last Kiss: oscar like 5 months ago Last Cry: yesterday Last Library Book Checked Out:too much of nothing Last Movie Seen In a Theatre: shrek 2 Last Book Read: too much of nothing Last Cuss Word Uttered: fuck Last Beverage Drank: lemonade Last Food Consumed: soup Last Phone Call: a chick from my school Last TV Show Watched: TRL Last Time Showered: this morning Last Shoes Worn: my black flip flops Last CD Played: autopilot off Last Soda Drank: I don’t remember Last Thing Written: I don’t remember Last Words Spoken: “fine then…” Last Sleep: last night Last IM: brandin Last Sexual Fantasy: hmmmmmmmmm….. Last Ice Cream Eaten: two weeks ago Last Time Wanting to Die: mostly everyday Last Lipstick: don’t wear any Last Time Dancing: this morning Last Show Attended: a week ago…the OFFSPRING Last Big Car Ride: ummm……a week ago Last Crush: chris Last Annoyance: friends and lack of pity Last Disappointment: myself Last Time Scolded: huh….. Last Shirt Worn: my labyrinth shirt Last Web Site Visited: livejournal.com HAVE YOU EVER: 1. Kissed your cousin: ewwwwwwwwwwww 2. Ran away: almost 3. Pictured your crush/bf/gf naked: yea 5. Broken someone's heart: I hope not 6. Been in love: yes 7. Cried when someone died: it was the only sane thing to do 8. Wanted someone: yes 9. Broken a bone: yes…many 11. Lied: yes 12. Cried in school: yes WHICH IS BETTER: 13. Coke or Pepsi: Coke 14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite 15. Girls or Guys: Guys 16. Flowers or candy: Flowers 21. Tall or Short: short 22. Pants or Shorts: Pants WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:: 23: What do you notice first: hands and eyes 24. Last person you slow danced with: robin…*wink wink* 25. Worst Question To Ask: can u take your penis out of me?....lol THE LAST TIME:: 26. Showered: this morning 27. Taken a bath: I don’t remember WHAT IS (your favorite): 29. Your Good Luck Charm: my watch 30. Person You Hate Most: I don’t want to get in trouble 31. Best Thing That Has Happened to You this year:going to Dumont high school 32. Color: purple 33. Movie: a lot of them 36. Finger: middle 37. Ice Cream: cookie dough 39. Season: fall 40. Breakfast Food: pinto with platanos WHO: 43. Makes you laugh the most: rich and robin 44. Makes you smile: brett 45. Can make you feel better no matter what: robin and doma and chelsea 46. Has A Crush On You: I don’t know 47. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yes 48. Who Has it easier? everyone DO YOU EVER: 50. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: of course not 51. Save AOL conversations: yes…important ones 52. Save E-mails: only my cousins 53. Wish you were someone else: yes 54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex? Yea so when I have to pee I can just whip it out!!! BEST: 56. Cologne: brett’s 57. Perfume: body odor…lol….i odn’t know 58. Kiss: chocolate ones 59. Romantic memory: when Roberto gave me a necklace with matching earrings before I left costa rica HAVE YOU: 61. Fallen for your best friend?: no 62. Made out with JUST a friend?: no 63. Been rejected: yes 64. Been in love?: yes 65. Been in lust?: no 66. Used someone?: no 68. Cheated on someone?no 69. Been cheated on?: yes 70. Been kissed?: yes 71. Done something you regret?: a lot of things WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON... 72. You touched?: my mom 73. You talked to?: brandin 74. You hugged?: my mom 75. You instant messaged?: brandin 76. You kissed?: oscar 77. You had sex with? Ummm….i think that is personal 78. You yelled at?: my mom/ sister 80. Who broke your heart?: many people 81. Who told you they loved you?: brandin/ robin and brett DO YOU... 82. Color your hair? Blond and lighter brown 83. Have tattoos? I wish 84. Have piercings below the waist? no 85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no 86. Own a webcam? no 87. Own a thong? no 88. Ever get off the damn computer? yes 89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch? no 90. Habla espanol? Of course HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU... 92. Stolen anything over $50? no 93. Smoke? used to 94. Schizophrenic?no 95. Obsessive? no 96. Compulsive? no 98. Panic? yes 99. Anxiety? yes 100. Depressed? sometimes 101. Suicidal? I was Current Mood: tired Current Music: nothing

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June 7th, 2004

03:38 pm - heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy well today was my last official day at the wonderful world of dumont high school....and it was quite lovely.....i heard from a friend...jackie that her and swoosh swoosh boy...are going out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....yay!!!!!!!!!!!....lol...and now i am stressing cause i have my math final tomorrow and i am going to shit in my pants...lol...so neway i cant wait for friday cause i am going to the dumont carnival with all my lovely peeps....and later i shall update with my weekend jackie and swoosh swoosh...lol ;) Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: OPRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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June 6th, 2004

02:07 pm - another annoying survey...when i should be studying!!! SECTiON 1 ABOUT YOURSELF + Known as: Daniela + Gender: female + Age: 16 + Lives in: Dumont, nj + Birthday: Oct 18th + School: Dumont High School + Ethnicity: Hispanic- costa rican + Shoe size: 5 ½, 6 + Hair color: brown + Eye color: dark brown + Style: anything comfortable and how I feel when I wake up + Fears: losing more friends to death, death, failure and the end of the world SECTiON 2 HAVE YOU EVER... + Cheated on someone? no + Fallen off the bed? yes + Fallen for a relative? Ewwwwwwwwww…..gross + Broke someone`s heart? I hope not…cause it hurts so much + Had your heart broken? Yes broken so many times...i don’t think it can be mended + Had a dream come true? Still waiting for it + Done something you regret? Of course + Cheated on a test? Yes I have SECTiON 3 CURRENTLY... + Wearingsweatpanys and a shirt with a frog smoking up and drinkin a corona. + Listening to? The worst hangover ever + Reading? Nothing. + Located? In my room + Chatting with? friends + Watching? A knights tale. + Should REALLY be doing? Studying for my finals. SECTiON 4 DO YOU... + Brush your teeth? Of course + Like anybody? yes + Have any piercings? No but tomorrow I will + Drive? nope. + Believe in Santa Claus? no + Got a cellphone? No + Got a pager? NO SECTiON 5 FRiENDS... + Who is your best? Was chrsitina…she is in heaven now + Who do you hate? Everyone at nvd minus like 6 people + Who is the shyest? leah + Who is the most talkative? Me and robin + Who is the cutest? I don’t know + Who laughs the most? Me and robin + Who have you known the longest? Chelsea and rich + Who have you known the shortest? robin + Who do you miss the most? christina + Who do you turn to for personal problems? Chelsea and rich + Do you hang out with the opposite sex? Yes + Do you trust your friends? Some of them + Are you a good friend? I hope + Can you keep a secret? yes SECTiON 6 THE LAST PERSON YOU... + Hugged? Rollie…my cousin + Kissed? Oscar like 5 months ago + IMed? brandin. + Talked to on the phone? robin + Yelled at? Chelsea and rich + Fell in love with? nobody SECTiON 7 PERSONAL... + What do you want to be when you grow up? A history major and have my own band and open up a shelter for battered children and raise them…like the old women who lived in a shoe!!!! + What has been the best day of your life? Hasn’t happened yet + What comes first in your life? My family + Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? I have a crush + What are you most scared of? Losing another friend + What do you usually think about before you go to bed? What happened during the day + Did you lose someone you really loved? Yes…two people + How many times have you fallen deeply in love? Once…I beleive + Love your family? yes + Love your friends? yes + Have you fought? With who? SECTiON 8 FAVORITE... + Movie: lord of the rings trilogy + Song: the boy who blocked his own shot- brand new + Group/s: the offspring, brand new, taking back Sunday, yellowcard and others + Store: any shoe or cd store + Relative: Rollie…my cousin…and my two other cousins + Sport: skateboarding + Ice Cream Flavor: cookie dough + Fruit: apple + Candy: warheads. + Holiday: christmas + Day of the Week: saturday + Color: purple + Name for a Girl: chloe or christina + Name for a Boy: caleb or christopher + Favorite spot for a date: the beach + Quote: "...I cry alot-I dont know why, but it just helps me. I cry over bad and good stuff-sometimes sadness can be beautiful" -Amy Lee SECTiON 9 DO YOU... + Like to give hugs? Yes…only to people I want to give hugs to + Like to give kisses? Not really…they are saved and stashed in a box under my bed + Like to walk in the rain? Yes….its like I am walking through a field of sadness. + Prefer black or blue pens? black + Like to travel? I have only been to two places…but it was fun + Sleep on your side, tummy or back? On my tummy + Think you're attractive? no + Have a goldfish? Yes but my mom killed it + Ever have the falling dream? Yes SECTiON 10 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT... + Abortion: I don’t believe it’s the right thing…it’s murder…but it is a women’s personal decision…just remember unremarkable killin a baby + Bill Clinton: ehhh…he’s okie + Smoking: nope + Eating Disorders: hell no + Suicide: it took my best friend away + Summer: good…when I am in costa rica + Tattoos: I want to get one + Piercings: I’m getting my brow pierce + Make-up: chap stick is the extent of my make-up SECTiON 11 THIS OR THAT... + Pierced nose or tongue? EYEBROW? + Single or taken? Single + MTV or BET? They are both overrated + 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? One tree hill + Sugar or salt? sugar + Silver or gold? silver + Chocolate or flowers? chocolate + Color or Black-and-white photos? Color + M&M's or Skittles? skittles + Stay up late or sleep in? sleep in + Hot or cold? cold + Sun or moon? moon. + Left or Right? left + 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? One best friend + Mustard or ketchup? ketchup + Spring or Fall? fall + Happy or sad? happy + Wonder or amazement? wonder + McDonald's or Burger King? Burger king + Mexican or Italian food? mexican + Lights on or off? off + Candy or soda? Soda + Pepsi or Coke? coke Current Mood: tired Current Music: a knights tale

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12:07 pm well yesterday i hung out with doma, rich and chelsea....doma came over around 3 and then we walked from dumont halfway to closter and caryn saw us so she gave us a ride there...then when we got there...we went to starbucks...hung out went to cvs...saw greg, brian and this other dude......afterwards we saw courtney, meghan and christine......then me and doma went to Rudy's for dinner...and we went to cvs again and on our way back we saw rich...then we went minituare glofing and met up with chelsea and then rich pushed em into a bush and everyone was maing fun of me and called me a hobbit...cause u could only see my feet dangling out of the bush....but other than that it was fun!!!!!!!!! yea....it was fun...i'll miss them when i go to costa rica u guys are meant for each other...stop being idiots and go for it...u have nothing to loose Current Mood: refreshed Current Music: control- rufio

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June 4th, 2004

08:56 am sit here have these memories flow over me the place where everything seems right talk is cheap they say yet that is what i do everything is alright in this memory hell the ringing of the bells and the sound of the waves on the rocks ring through my ears like a thousand knives in my back yet that is what i feel all the time friends not matter how close they are will hurt you wit every word they say it will hurt i sit here and engulf this pain you sit there and laugh a laugh that is both mischievious and cunning just feel the pain in which i suffer and you will know how to love me loving me is not the easiest but if you know me know my pain and sacrifices my heart and my mind know my palm just don't take away my memories they are my life and my soul without them i feel captivated by a rope around my neck is that what you want from me to lose it? then how will you love metake the knife out of my back and be kind you selfish hunter please let me not be your prey any longer my memories are my hell and my heaven *it's pretty bad....i'm in physics class...and they are studying and it is mighty boring.....so if its good...or a piece of crap....just ell me flat out....negativity is what brings out my positive side!!!!! Current Mood: bored Current Music: just the voices in my head

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June 2nd, 2004

06:36 pm - OFFSPRING!!!!! so yesterday i went to the offspring concert with robin and her papa.....it kicked ass.......i had an awesome time and my body is sooooooooo sore........but it was all worth the sweat and pain..let me tell you.....DEXTER....IS HOT!!!!...but anyway i was there jumpimg around sweating my balls....(figure of speech)....and all these people are pushing and shoving, i got bruises everywhere!!!!!......there really isn't anythign else to say except.....for i can't wait for friday....THE LIVING END.....HERE I COME!!!!!!! Current Mood: sore Current Music: i wanna hold your hand- the beatles

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May 29th, 2004

08:39 pm - HEAVEN DO YOU WANT TO KNOW ALL ABOUT MY DAY?...WELL HERE IT IS!!!!! THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS THOMAS....as u can see i can go on and on and on forever about THOMAS...he is amazing, amaxingly gorgeous and so damn hot that he is the type of man to make straight men gay and gay women straight....and I htink god even thinks he's hot I WANT YOUR BOD THOMAS!!!!!!! Current Mood: tired Current Music: another brick in the wall- pink floyd

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May 27th, 2004

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May 24th, 2004

07:33 pm i feel so bad...cause i know how it feels to like someone and then have them not like you back...and then go ahead and say that they never will cause they can't...and now i know how the other person feels...cause i feel like shit...i just don't know what to do...i ahte this feeling....i mean...why do we ahve to feel thiis way....i just want to go to costa rica and like never come back....i do...i mean who will really miss me...in all sincerity...probably robin...cause i mean she is like me....we have everything in common..she is my soul mate....but then who else...doma....she and i aren't the same way nemore...she never tells me nething...and in return i don't either...i just don't know my purpose nemore.....and then after those two....there is nobody else....i dont event hink the person who likes me will...he will get over me and soon find someone else...and i guess its better for him...there are better people than me...that he deservs...he won't "like" me after he actually gets to know me....no one ever will.....i just wish everything can go back to 8th grade and 9th...after christina died...everythign went downhill...i thought u were supposed to be my guardian angel...i miss u...i need my friend back...i need all of my friends back...i am truly sorry for everything that i have done...and i regret with every bone in my body...and it's eating me away alive!!....i need to get away....but what is there for me in costa rica...oscar...oh great....that'll just be another awkward position...everywhere i go is goin to be weird...i want to go away for college and ultimatley never look back...it's for the best....i just hope robyn will be okay!!!!....BOOGER....BIG HUGE BOOGER Current Mood: crappy Current Music: entre el amor y el odio- luis fonsi

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May 23rd, 2004

09:23 pm whats new crew?.....this weekend was pretty good...on friday i stayed home and just hung out around the house...then on saturday i took care of my sis til 4 and at 6 i went out to see shrek with rich and chelsea and rich drove...ahhhhhhhh...then we went to her house and hung out...today i did my report and went to church....so thats all i have to say....i just wanted to update this thingy <3 to all Current Mood: giggly Current Music: last train-lost prophets

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May 20th, 2004

11:07 pm - uh ohhhhhhhhhhh okei so yea....i was thinkin man...daniela...u havent been happie in a while...and then i started to think of a time when i really was the most happiest...and thus i came to the conclusion i was happiest in middle school...u know...the friends...u thoought u would keep in highschool...and grow old with...and the binfamous boyfriend u knew u were goin to marry....well what happens when u forward that up to 4 years....it is present time.....and the friends u thought were forever weren't...one of them is in the sky and the rest have become ghosts...even to themslves....and that boyfriend u knew was the love of ur life....didnt last a week cause u fucked it up cause u were to scared?...that is how i feel...i mean i have always have a soft spot for chris...always...but i mean it was just blown away...or put into a deep deep dark corner casue of joe and oscar...what am i to do know?.....i want to tell him...but then there is always the fear of rejection or the fear that he will say yes and not really be the way u thought it was going to be?...and what if u had two friends...well one friend and someone u love (like a sister)...like him to....do u proceed with the idea or let it slide casue u dont want to hurt them? what to do? what to do? i need tog o away and hope that everything goes away...i just dont want this feelin to go away cause it might be real...and if it were real....and if he feels the same way....i want that....I REALLY DO...regardless of what peopel think or say or even do.....i need to be happy and if this does...then by golly i am takin a stand...i just dont want it to be a joke when he finds out! Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: just the sound of my allergies taken the best of me again!

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